When you’re at the tip of the iceberg it can be extremely nerve wrecking once you start to realize all the baggage you’re carrying, and as you lean forward to take a look down everything you’ve been holding onto becomes unrecognizable because you know there’s nothing between you and falling to end everything you thought had your best interest at heart, Perhaps part of you see better days whilst the other half is still unsure But while trying to breathe deeply the stress on your lungs want allow you to, as your mind starts to overthink and your emotions become more intense than usual you begin to feel a presence that you have never experienced, as you set there with shaky legs and tingling In your fingers anticipation begins to build becoming more overwhelming by the minute and it was at that moment when you started to open your eyes and realize that everything that happens doesn’t require a reaction, for years on in setting an example doesn’t automatically mean that it will work so as a individual we start living life like a seasoning rack trying different styles and spices until we get it how we like All pitchers aren’t perfect but we smile just before the flash with buried pain behind the eyes and a heart that’s been beating itself up for a while.