Dealing with infertility has brought me to some incredibly dark places. People tell me to just "pray peacefully" about it, but honestly, my prayers lately have just been desperate, ugly crying. I opened 1 Samuel 1 and read about Hannah. She wanted a baby so badly that she went to the temple and absolutely lost it. She was weeping so violently, and her lips were moving without making a sound, that the High Priest literally walked over and accused her of being drunk at the altar! She had to defend herself and say, "I am a woman of deep sorrow. I was pouring out my soul." God didn't demand a polished, polite prayer from her. He honored her raw, messy, undignified breakdown and gave her Samuel. If your prayers look like a complete breakdown today, God understands the language of your tears. #InfertilityJourney #HannahsPrayer #RawFaith #WomenOfFaith #GodHearsYou