Enough to share with Him my deepest sorrow and my deepest shame. He is my fortress and deliverer; my love for Him must originate from Him. I have only emptiness and i must rely on God to fill the void in my heart. in my mind, I can only Love Him with the Love that originated from Him because "my heart is wicked and deceitful above all things, who can know it?". #Hebrews_11_1