I am grateful for all things, both good and bad, small and great, normal and abnormal, but I'm tired. As an American I do not know where I belong or fit in this society and world. Financially, socially, morally especially as a black woman. Prayers seem far away and become more distant when things become worse and more difficult. Every day we are paying for sins from yesterday today and tomorrow. #2 Corinthians_12_9