what should of been an joyous occasion turned out the be one of the worst Christmass I've had. it all started when I went to BFA it pick up the angle tree gifts. while I was waiting on line for my turn I was playing Christmas music got to talk with Santa Claus. it was very cold that morning on 16th December 2025. there was quite a few cars in front of me you can hear Christmas music coming from other cars as well an a little chitter chatting of people having joy in there voices. it came to be my turn. I drive an older car but I take very good care of it. 2008 Toyota Solara convertible. I had a new top but on it last summer. I saved what seem to be eternity for the top. I live on disability so I put money back each month. for almost a year. The was putting the gifts in my trunk an said there wasn't any more room in the trunk. so I went to put my top down so it would be easier to put it in my back seat. as the top was going down I heard glass breaking I knew exactly what it was. I went to put my top back up an sure enough it was my back window. I started crying immediately. All the volunteers were so very nice they even prayed with me a nice gentleman came up to me and asked me to move my car out of the way which I did I sat there for a while trying to get my composure back together. another gentleman came over and he said that he would tape up my back window so class wouldn't get everywhere. and that I could stay at least a little warm while I drove home. I was such a hot mess scared to death worried to death I'm on oxygen 24/7 also I have other medical issues and I deal with anxiety and depression. as I was driving down the highway 17 back to my house The plastic flew off and of course I had to pull over on the side of the road and picked a plastic up, I don't litter and I wasn't going to leave it lay in there. I sat there on the side of the road crying even more, I knew I had to get my head together so I would be able to drive back home. so I only sat there for a f