I Keep Hiding My Gray—But Who Am I Fooling?

I used to think I could outsmart the gray. Every few weeks, I’d section my hair, gloves on, foil crinkling, mixing dye like I was erasing evidence. It always started with panic: what if someone noticed the silver at my temples before I could cover it up? I tell myself lowlights are just for dimension, but really, I’m just trying to look like the person I think I’m supposed to be. I stare at the mirror, waiting for the color to set, hoping I’ll recognize myself when it’s over. Sometimes I wonder if I’d even know what my real hair looks like anymore. The truth is, I’m tired. Tired of chasing a version of myself that’s always one dye job away. I don’t know if I’m ready to let go, but I’m starting to wonder who I’m really doing this for. #MirrorFatigue #GrayHairJourney #BeautyBurnout #Beauty #HairCare