Trapped in Marriage After Tragedy Changed My Husband 💔😰

Eleven years of marriage, three beautiful kids, and I thought we had it figured out. Then his uncle died six months ago, and everything fell apart 😢 My husband became a stranger overnight. The drinking escalated from weekend beers to daily binges. He admitted to using drugs - something I never imagined he'd touch. The man who used to share everything with me now shuts me out completely 💔 I'm drowning in loneliness while living with someone who's physically here but emotionally gone. Every weekend, hundreds of dollars disappear on alcohol while I'm left managing everything alone. I've tried leaving twice, but his tears and pleas always pull me back in 😪 I even considered creating a dating profile just so he'd catch me and end this misery himself - that's how desperate I've become. I know that sounds terrible, but I'm at my breaking point. Have you ever felt trapped in a relationship that's slowly killing your soul? How did you find the strength to choose yourself? I really need to hear from someone who understands 🥺 #MarriageStruggles #EmotionalAbuse #GriefAndMarriage #FamilyRelationships