After marriage, can you trust each other infinitely? I can't do it anyway.😳🤯

Ever since we moved to New York, my biggest fear in marriage has been infidelity—and, honestly, death. I know it sounds dramatic, but every time my husband gets a late-night text or guards his phone, my mind spirals. I start questioning him, and he fires back, accusing me of hiding things too. Last week, I even crossed the line and checked his messages while he was in the shower. The guilt and anger that followed? Unbearable. Why do we keep doubting each other? Is it the city, our past, or just us? We talk about trust, but every conversation ends in more suspicion. How do you rebuild trust when fear keeps whispering in your ear? I’m tired of living like this. What would you do if you were me? Help a friend out! 😩🙃🤦‍♀️ #MarriageStruggles #TrustIssues #InfidelityFears #RomanticRelationships