Can I Still Live Fully After Messing Up?

Hello, 19F here. I’ve really messed up—like, a solid 7 out of 10. I won’t go into details, but it’s enough that I’ve just stopped trying. No social media, no friends, nothing. Still, deep down, I want to do things. I dream about starting my own commentary channel on YouTube, but I keep telling myself I don’t deserve it. Maybe I should just settle for a boring job and hide away. Is it possible to actually go out and enjoy life after screwing up? Have you ever felt like this? Share your thoughts below. #SpiritualGrowth #SelfForgiveness #NewBeginnings #Spirituality