Should I Tell My Mom I’ve Never Truly Been Happy?

I’m 44, doing well at work, but life outside of that feels empty. No relationships for years, never married, and I’ve struggled with alcohol. I’m in therapy now and doing better, but honestly, I’ve never really enjoyed life. My mom is 81, and I think she senses my loneliness. She asked about it over the holidays, and I felt defensive. Now, I just feel guilty—like I’ve failed at the one thing I was supposed to do: be happy. Would telling her help me, or just hurt her? Has anyone else faced this? I’d love to hear your thoughts below. #SpiritualJourney #HealingTogether #HonestConversations #ParentChildBond #Spirituality