The Protein Powder Nobody Talks About
I used to think every new supplement was a step closer to the version of myself I was supposed to be. No dairy, so I cycled through pea, soy, and egg white protein, chasing that clean, efficient feeling.
The first time my wife wrinkled her nose and said my breath smelled like sulfur, I laughed it off. The second time, I brushed my teeth twice. By the third, I stopped mentioning what I was putting in my shakes. I thought if I could just find the right powder, the right routine, maybe I’d finally feel like I was doing it right.
But all I remember is the taste of shame, heavy in my mouth, every time she noticed. I wonder if anyone else is this tired of trying to fix themselves, one scoop at a time.
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